Movie: Air Doll

Please forgive me, I finished to write this article in french on ameblo and ... I deleted it -_-"""""".

So I'm a bit tired, I will use google translate, excuse me ... english will be worse than usual T_T



So today, it was cinema with Evy, to see " Air Doll "



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Air Doll (空 気 人形, Kuki ningyou) is a Japanese movie realised in 2009 and directed by Hirokazu Koreeda. The film is based on the manga Yoshiie Goda, The Pneumatic Figure of a girl, which was published in the magazine Big Comic original1 specializes in the kind Seinen. The manga tells the story of a doll who is endowed with a soul.
[Source: Wikipedia]


This is not my favorite movie, I found a bit slow.
But not uninteresting.

Nozomi is a doll glonflable established to satisfy the sexual desire of his
owner.
But one day she get the breath life .



She goes for a stroll in the city and discovers the world with the innocence of a child. Paradoxical when we think she is a sexual doll, something no innocent at all.

With life but also and above all a heart, she falls in love with
Junichi working in a DVD rental store. She is hire in the shop.

Junichi makes her to discover the world, even trying to explain the meaning of "life" and "death", a concept a bit abstract for Nozomi, who can not assimilate it.




One day, speaking to Junichi declares to be like her, for him means "empty" for her, "be a doll".
An accident happens, she falls and hurts her hand. front
the eyes of the young man surprised.

He hastens to help by gluing the cut with "Scotch", or to avoid making too many commercials, tape. Lol
Junichi the reinflates, but the valve Nozomi is located on its belly,
cameras filming, the angle of view that may be misconstrued by the boss
store.
He told her she had "something" with Junichi, and having seen with his owner who walked in the park, he takes her for a easy girl.
Nozomi wascreated for "that" and she let the boss to have sex with her.


Having now feelings, Nozomi is hiding in a closet at his
owner to avoid him, it has bought another doll he
also named Nozomi.
Actually the first Nozomi was the ex-girlfriend of the Nozomi doll's owner.

Our beloved doll appears before him and she realized he bought an other girl, she was there only to substitute the ex-gf, the owner would prefer Nozomi become again a doll, a doll because she does not cause problems.
She goes and joins Junichi (san ichi ni ... lol!) In which she said he could ask him what he wants, she is made for that.

A little mixture between a woman who must be ready to all
demands of the man, and the feeling of love or someone is willing to do anything to
someone you love to do anything to please him and keep him/her next to you ... (sorry! My heart is talking to my place> <)



Junichi asks her to deflate her, and he did it several times
on. Inflate, deflate, re-inflate ....
Junichi who blows air at Nozomi, is perhaps the equivalent of
her pleasure, her orgasm to her.

I thought the movie too cute ... Too twisted for a Japanese film.
What follows confirms my idea ... I'll maybe take a break for what is Japanese films and Nippon literature .

Nozomi, always with his idea that Junichi is like her and her good heart, wants to turn him "blowing pleasure" as he has done for her.
She cuts the belly and tries to close with schotch,
but alas , it's not air which escapes, but blood.
Nozomi who wanted to infuse the air had no effect.

I was "shocked" in this scene , the young man
not even try to escape or struggle.

Just like a doll "broken", Nozomi puts Junichi in a plastic bag and
place in the midst of "waste".
She realizes that something different is happening, but she
doesnt understand what the difference between her a doll, and he, a human
flesh and blood.





Nozomi will go to wastes at her turn too.

The film is a reflection of society, especially in big cities.
do we care about the feelings of others ? have we feelings ourselves?
This bit also about the respect of others too.

Have a heart is painful.

One takes a doll because it is less problematic, less suffering ...

It is a sad truth, being "heartless" may be "easier" but in this case we are still human?

"If we had no heart that we would be machines

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I don't though write this kind of thing today , especially since my fit yesterday.

Darling is went to sleep, I feel that the longer it goes ... the less there is contact.
I had to go looking for the tissue box and I think investing in
waterproof makeup

I think , that, now, the words have no more effect anymore. It works 5 seconds I'm good and after , Plop ! " But I remember he said that ... and ... if..."
Despite of what he says Imalways afraid. I would be more of concrete, more acts.
But it's impossible ... For now.
And always the same things back, I try to bury it in
depths of myself, the ghosts come back.

I thought about all cases ... It's painful in all.
Speak no longer sufficient. Even with him.
Till the problems won't be fixed....

It is already difficult for myself, I irritate myself, when I know that's part of the reason that his love for his ex faded, finding himself powerless ... I also have this fear.
I'll take my misfortune patiently ... Until ...

My Daddy loloche just sent me an sms "We dont buy waterproof makeup without a
reason "and ... I calmed down and returned it off again ... Why so easily?" Am I in the end?

It's frustrating not being able to call or go cower in the arms of the one you love to get some comfort when things go wrong.


Here the french version.
With some differences, as usual ^^"

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Tonight I've a baby sitting again ^^,
Fortunately I had rest this afternoon.


Tomorrow I will go to cinemo to see "Air Doll" with my fiance Evy :p


And monday 2 movies with my "daughter" Justine.
"Bébés" ( Babies) and Sex & the city II . ( It's justine who wanted this one ... Me I don't know the 1st XD)

Ju' was surprised to see I agreed to spend a Monday to watch movies, foreseeing
only popcorn and cola as lunch lol!
This is not my habit ... But I always liked it!
Moreover, I find it better to enjoy now before being married and
mother XD




Till the july,2nd it's the Cinema week, so the movie is for 3€ instead of 5, 7or 10€ ! XD




I'm back on "Pupe", because of Evy, she was bored lol.
and I saw the friend of my Love made him a strap (?) with his pseudo...
It makes me so sad ...Silly I know but makes me think of pendant I made for him as engagement gift.
( I won't put the photo by respect for he, even she doesn't have for me, and for my Love, and no name but SHE named me in her blog -_-"" *shuts her mouth*
what?! Me I don't like her ?! noo ... I prefer to wait to meet her before to judge XD)
I though I had a good idea, I spent a lot of time to choose a design which could represent him and myself, I asked friends help for the sentences in chinese and japanese, I saved a lot of money too.(T ^ T)



I though I made something unique but ... No.
I'm so desapointed...By myself too. Darling asked her to stop to write "darling" etc on web, she does...I though I could get better ! (ノ_-。)
I try to do efforts but so hard ! Once she even appeared in my "dreams" o_O!
Today he had flyers and like yesterday it was till 10pm but he was back a bit later... Why I started to imagine he was with an other ?o(TωT )

I become something I always hated.
Maybe because of my others bf who were really unfaithful...Maybe it's something which is stayed deeply inside my mind, the unconscious.
Anyway the last drama did not help.^^"

Also, I though about something, he has my pass word to check if everything is ok.
I don't care I've nothing to hide! xD
It's not for himself, he told me, but for others in his job.So he is not a spy. I understand, but...
A friend tried to get informations, not for her but for me...
And her she is a spy ?!
Even when I understand, sometimes I can't agree. *sigh*
Anyway everybody has a different point of view.

I though about the " verity" too, ( I was cleaned up my library and I saw some philosophy books XD).
For some poeple, it's good to lied when it's to protect others or help them.
I agree too, especially in medical cases, some with hope can continue to fight and cure ! If they loose hope...they can give up and no healing.

But I think, in relationships, it's different. ( but of course every cases and relationships are differents)
Even if the verity is hard ... I think it's better than lies.
Lie can creates something worse.
Especially if the other asks the true ,and you dont respect that if you lie, it means we prefer that than lies if we ask, because we can be strong.
It will be hard, but not impossible.
And it's what happened for me .
I'm affraid everytime now ... It makes me sick and tired 。・゚゚・(≧д≦)・゚゚・。.

I needed to write...It won't fix the problems of course, lol.
But I feel me a bit better, to fix the problems ^o^.
( and no need to repeat XXX times for friends XD)

I think often about Saigon at this time, it's there that all started.
I wonder me if i was right to send this first e-mail...
I wonder me if it would be better to erase my memory,to back in the past and maybe never send it . ^^
I wonder me a lot of things, maybe too much lol.

Makes me think about this [Article] of my blog of poems.



I started to make my bow with the fabric ... and I just realize that I forgot all at home ...
* calls her brother to bring the metarial*

Yeah ! The families where I work are all around my building so it's easy if I forgot something.
He was fast but ... I totally forgot to ask him my medicine ;_; !
well ...not matter for the moment ^^".



Ah and a sad news... Little chiken is dead ;_; too weak.


Hmm... Please forgive me for the bad english... more I write worse it is.


( with some little diffrences ^^")

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